run run run!

you make me nervous when I see you
I can't imagine what it's like to be you.
it's a mystery to me every day
and I've got to get away

your lips are trying to say
but something i cannot hear
at such a lovely time of this year
i'm sorry I've got to get away

i know you got your reasons
i don't doubt what's on your table
we'll always want what we can't bite
neither can we run nor hide

memories seep from my pain
now tell if i still have to try
i'm too a broken to even cry
so sorry I've got to get away

Day dream

i can't see the sun
and the stars refuse to shine
so i stare out of my window
blue raindrops sing out my sorrow
rainbows fadin, roses grow
lend me your hand
eh why so cold?

A Bittersweet? Heart

can't you see I'm choking on all my sorrows
everything that you had to steal and borrow
blinding all the days we had before tomorrow

ceaseless feedings of despair
have you had no mercy
for leaving me in this misery hole
and help! help! I cried
as my cries decay into silence
and so has my heart turn grey

little knives leaving ugly scabs
bleeding from all the denials
leaving me void of any love

but moments pass and moments go
and it is time for my heart to grow
to find myself of a soul
keeping this heart from turning cold
I then realize
that angels cry when stars collide
cause there we were just right beside
pouring smiles of sweet delights

for so long I have hid my heart
inadvertently I'm left to wonder
if you're an an angel sent from above
to mend and heal my ugly scabs
or if this is an unrequited love
where there will be no happily ever after
and I just cant tell
how incredulity always seeps in
for this heart was once severely incised

yet, I still wish to just close my eyes
and see a whole new world through yours
for my indulgence towards you is unremitting
just like a sweet toother
always craving
and thirsting
for more?

I Did Not Die

do not stand at my grave and weep
i'm not there and i do not sleep
i'm a thousand winds that blows
i'm the diamond glimpse of snow
i'm the sunlight on ripened grain
i'm the gentle autumn's rain
do not stand at my grave
i am not there and i did not die

The Sky Is Falling

it's coming down
these clouds could never save me
from such a juggernaut of weight
the shadow is forming on the pavement
the sky is falling

somebody save me
i need to be strong enough
not let fear decide my fate
this terror will fuel my haste
run quickly, run!
the sky is falling